I wish the not knowing wasn't so embarrassing! I wish I was just as not embarrassed as you think I should be. But I am... It's even worse around other tieflings. How am I supposed to ask them about things I should already know? Maybe they'll think there's something wrong with me. Maybe there is. I just don't want to think about it. Maybe a 👻 shifu can write a book about all the things he knows about exactly one tiefling, and I'll read that instead. They'll be things I already know, like ⏳✨ and ✅🍖🚫🥬, and I'll feel very smart to know everything already. Klaudia-laoshi can be an expert on 👻🤔s about 😈s at least.
...I wonder if there's a way you could ask about her here. I mean, this whole place is supposed to be outside of time, right? Have you ever been to 👀 the calamity? Cataclysm? I forget what they're calling it. But you can 👀 things in it. Places and things from different times and planes, like they're all frayed together. I tried to draw a couple in my notebook, but they move too much, and I'm not good at those kinds of pictures. But if we can see into it, maybe there's a better way to sort through it? ...I don't know. These are just 😈🤔 now!
No more ⏳✨ would be very upsetting, but I'm sure I could make ⏳✨ happen with my normal ✨. I mean, I'm pretty sure I could make all of the ✨ that happens here in my normal ✨! Even the 👻✨! Though I would only do the good kind... Helpful 👻✨. Mostly, I just miss...not having limitations. If I couldn't do something, it was because I wasn't skilled enough yet! Not because I wasn't allowed or it wasn't accessible. That's the part that's not fair. I want to do all the ✨.
Maybe once we fix the time disaster, we'll get our normal ✨ back. Then you'll have all your other things again too. And you can show me all your talismans and your lightness skill! And the 🗡️ things obviously. I have to learn those properly too.
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...I wonder if there's a way you could ask about her here. I mean, this whole place is supposed to be outside of time, right? Have you ever been to 👀 the calamity? Cataclysm? I forget what they're calling it. But you can 👀 things in it. Places and things from different times and planes, like they're all frayed together. I tried to draw a couple in my notebook, but they move too much, and I'm not good at those kinds of pictures. But if we can see into it, maybe there's a better way to sort through it? ...I don't know. These are just 😈🤔 now!
No more ⏳✨ would be very upsetting, but I'm sure I could make ⏳✨ happen with my normal ✨. I mean, I'm pretty sure I could make all of the ✨ that happens here in my normal ✨! Even the 👻✨! Though I would only do the good kind... Helpful 👻✨. Mostly, I just miss...not having limitations. If I couldn't do something, it was because I wasn't skilled enough yet! Not because I wasn't allowed or it wasn't accessible. That's the part that's not fair. I want to do all the ✨.
Maybe once we fix the time disaster, we'll get our normal ✨ back. Then you'll have all your other things again too. And you can show me all your talismans and your lightness skill! And the 🗡️ things obviously. I have to learn those properly too.